i believe that what i'm doing is the best for me...

i believe that what i'm doing..that is the best for me..for my family..and for him?..and for all of us...someone hurt..or more..but it is about me..thats why they call me egois..and yah..i am!who care...i just got a life that i was dream before..sometimes i feel like i'm just dreaming but actually i'm not...yah i'm not..its real and i hope that it will be like this forever..i wish